I just went to see New Moon, and since it's my favorite book in the series (it only goes downhill from Eclipse on to Breaking Down) I was extremely critical of it.

I have to say it was very good, and I enjoyed it alot. Though some cons were:
1) Stink-faces isn't acting. (Robert Pattinson)
2.) Fangs much?
3.) Wtf is dying in the background? Oh, that's the soundtrack.
4.) It's looong, over two hours.
5.) Pout pout. Sulk. Pout. Sulk. More sulking...

But it was still a good movie, and stayed about 90% true to the book. 8.5/10

Moving on..

I want to confide a little to my fans. I always say that I write best during the worst times of my depression, and it is true. My heart was just broken, by an old lover again, and I feel absolutely.. trampled..

My mother once told me all of my characters are a little piece of me, asked me, "Who was Gerraint to you? Why are you so heartbroken over him?"

When I stopped to think about it, all the love and the longing Kendal experiences is my own cry for someone I once loved. Well, the real life Gerraint broke my heart, and he is dead now. The love and longing Kendal experiences is that part of me, making it's way out.

I brought this up because I got a note from an angry deviant, putting my stories down. Saying my characters were flat and that I wrote about unorthodox/taboo things that weren't realistic and that I should be ashamed of flaunting rape as something to entertain people with.

I need to say: please don't complain about the assault of the Tobias. Although sexual assault was written into my story, this is also true about my life. I won't go into detail, but something realistically similar happened to me. So please, do not attack me, or insult me for my writing.

Writing is my therapy. It makes me happy, and I put my own heart, soul, and life experiences into it.

I updated the archive.

My heart is aching as I type this. Expect more chapters soon..

Thanks.

-equi

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Comments I'm Proud Of:


Eternal:

"I am crying !!!!!
this was great! *still not believing it* you made me cry! O_O
All of this story is so good... thanks for sharing it. ^^"
by


"Wow. I think... I need to re-read it to get the full effect. Just... bloody heck, what an endin'. And there's stil another chapter yet...

I think you just blew my feet out from under me."
by



Pariah :

"This is comin' along wonderfully. The way the characters are portrayed is very well done; they each have their own seperate identities that both clash with and compliment one another. The relationships between each of the characters is developin' quite interestin'ly. And some of the lines have my snickerin' so much that my family is givin' me odd looks. Such as:

“There’s also a smartass in chains, making witty remarks when he’s in no position to.” - Kendal is fast becomin' a favourite character. He has no-nonsense, down-to-earth persona that leaves no room for arguements, and he's not above defendin' what or who he cares for. That's not easy to find in a pesron.

“But what about me? I’m cute, too.” - Might act all tough, but Roarke's still like any other child. Ever seen TMNT? If so, then he reminds me a little of Raphael, minus the language. Cheeky little bugger. ^^

“They do, but as you can see, Tobias and Seth aren’t normal.” - I don't know what, but somethin' about Vincent always makes me crack up. Not the effect you were lookin' for, huh? I like this tough and uncarin' attitude he seems to have. Is he a big softy underneath? Maybe not...

“That’s how I greet all my friends.” - . . . I feel so sorry for his enemies. Tobias is my favourite of your characters. He's still like a child, no matter how old he is, but he can act serious when it is needed. It'll be interestin' to find out some more about his past.

All in all, this story is as well-written as Eternal, though please take no offence when I add that it has a better storyline than Eternal. Great characterisation, wonderful plot, a definite A+ for the layout of the story. And I really can't think of what else to say other than:



I love it! "

"Oh no. Did I leave Seth out? Ugh, stupid, stupid, stupid! Let's try and get it right this time.

Seth might be unable to talk but his body language and actions more than make up for it. He's quite a charmer. Might not be a 'badass', but he's one cool cat.

Man, I'm a moron sometimes."

comments by


"*chuckles* I have to agree that Vincent makes me smile every time he talks. The character interaction is beautiful, huh ^.^"

"Set is very cute, but I typically go towards the bad asses and well... Vincent is orgasmic "

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Make sure to read chapters in chronological order if you don't want spoilers!

For those who are about to get started on my stories, here's brief descriptions and chapter archives:

EMERGENCE SHORT STORIES:

The Arch (angels) and the Coven (vampires) are mortal enemies at war, but when an Arch soldier finds that his soulmate is a forbidden Coven, how long can they live to love?
Emergence - Dylan & Darren: [link]

If your family was brutally murdered, and you found that your soulmate was the killer, would you be able to kill your soulmate? Find out the decision Synthesis must make.
Emergence - Absinthe & Synthesis: [link]

In a world where men have outlawed women, soldiers known as the FER (Female Extraction Reconnassiance) hunt, arrest, and execute women under the law. But what happens when a FER soldier emerges with a woman destined for death? Can he save her from the laws of his world?
Emergence - Ginger & Blue (Part 1): [link]
Emergence - Ginger & Blue (Part 2): [link]



MARIONETTE

I will have an introductory for it soon.

Genre: Action/Horror/Romance/Supernatural
Rated: PG-13 for Violence, language, and mature subject matter.

Marionette - Prologue: [link]
Marionette - Chapter 1 - The Escape: [link]
Marionette - Chapter 2 - Welcome Home: [link]
Marionette - Chapter 3 - Nightmare: [link]
Marionette - Chapter 4 - Nice To Meet You Too?: [link]
Marionette - Chapter 5 - The Enforcer: [link]
Marionette - Chapter 6 1/2 - True Selves: [link]

Marionette Character Sets:
Claire Dumont: [link]
Matthew Dillinger: [link]
Devon Canfield: [link]
Clyde Davenport:
Reilly: [link]

Marionette Short Story: A Doll's Curse
I had to write a short story for my English class, senior year in high school. Marionette's plotline was born from this. It has no spoilers to the full story.
A Doll's Curse - Chapter 1 - Escape: [link]
A Doll's Curse - Chapter 2 - Nightmare: [link]
A Doll's Curse - Chapter 3 - Broken: [link]
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PARIAH

Taking place during a medieval setting, humankind is falling weak against the races of intelligent Elves, savage Valkyries, and merciless Harpies. Each race, seeking to gain power over the other, has finally gained the upper hand on the humans, and the King is near powerless as the kingdom of Bedivere begins to fall. In a desperate attempt to save his kingdom, King Beowulf calls on a mysterious man, who he gives the name of Kendal, to seek out and find a sacred amulet known as The Sacrosanct. The amulet is rumored to possess the powers of a god, and would give the King the power he needs to keep his kingdom intact. While in pursuit to avenge a fallen friend, Kendal accepts the King’s request, knowing that the perilous hunt for the amulet might lead to his own death. The King has decided to give Kendal his own Pariah, a group of four self-sacrificing bodyguards, once prisoners who have been sentenced to death, that are to protect Kendal to the death. A bond grows between Kendal and each of his unique Pariah, which undoubtedly leads to trouble, and the many secrets behind Kendal’s true identity begins to unravel during this legendary last stand to save the kingdom of man.

Genre: Action/Adventure/Fantasy/Shounen-ai
Rated: PG-13 Graphic violence, brief language, brief sexuality, and other mature subject matter.
(Warning: Contains discussions of homosexuality, and rape.)


Chapter Archive:
Pariah - Chapter 1 v.2: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 2 v.2: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 3: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 4: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 5: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 6: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 7: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 8: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 9 - Part I: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 9 - Part II: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 10: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 11: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 12: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 13: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 14: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 15: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 16: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 17: [link]
Pariah - Chapter 18: Coming soon!

Character Profiles:
Pariah - Profile: Tobias: [link]
Pariah - Profile: Vincent: [link]
Pariah - Profile: Kendal: [link]
Pariah - Profile: Roarke: [link]
Pariah - Profile: Seth: [link]

Pariah Interviews:
Vincent, the evil pyromaniac - [link]
Tobias, the adorable bodyguard - [link]
Pariah (Own Character) Quizzes:
Vincent Character Quiz - [link]
Side Stories:
Pariah: Lonesome Hearts: [link]
Pariah: Our Love Lullaby: [link]

PARIAH II:
Sorry, Pariah II will no longer be written. I've decided to leave the Pariah world once it's ended. But here's a look into what would've been.
Pariah II - Behind Blue Eyes:[link]
His Journal - My Memories: [link]





ETERNAL

A complex tale about an arrogant and self-centered superior vampire by the name of Dorian. Fueled by the hatred he harbors for his own kind, Dorian works for a vampire extermination company called The Solution. There, he holds the high rank of Commander. While investigating a murder believed to have been committed by a vampire, Dorian and his “children”, Sebastian and Evette, are thrown right into the middle of the eternal battle between the Angels of Heaven and the Demons of Hell.

Genre: Action/Adventure/Supernatural
Rated: R for Graphic violence, brief language, brief nudity, and other mature subject matter.



Chapter Archive:
Eternal - Chapter 1: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 2 v.2: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 3: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 4: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 5: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 6: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 7: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 8 & 9: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 10: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 11: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 12: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 13: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 14: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 15: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 16: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 17: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 18: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 19 - Part I: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 19 - Part II: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 20: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 21: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 22: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 23: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 24: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 25: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 26: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 27: [link]
Eternal - Chapter 28: [link]
Eternal - Ending: [link]
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Warning: Eternal spoilers.
The Arbinger Family Tree: [link]
This is a chapter from Eternal's prequel about Dorian's mother and father adventure to eliminate the Empire.
Amaya's Story - Awaiting Dawn: [link]



The Devil's Harbinger

WARNING:This is the continuation of the Eternal series. Do not read if you wish to read Eternal. There are major spoilers, as it is it's continuation, and would severely impact the surprise and entertainment of the Eternal storyline.

"Angels and Demons exist... They walk amongst you, influencing your ideas and thoughts, and it's up to you, as a human, to decide which route you take. There is a balance that must be kept, to keep the cycle of the Afterlife moving, to keep the lifestream in motion.

But what if one man had the power... to alter the cycles?

To change the fate of the world, of each human, of each soul...

What if this man, this deity, was so powerful, no Demon, nor Angel, could harness him, muzzle him, or keep him bound and chained?

They can try...I dare them. Because I am this man.

My name is Denzel, and I am god of the Dying World."

Genre: Action/Adventure/Supernatural
Rated: R for Graphic violence, brief language, brief nudity, and other mature subject matter.

(Warning: Mature material.)

Chapter Archive:
The Devil's Harbinger - 1: [link]
The Devil's Harbinger - 2: [link]
The Devil's Harbinger - 3: [link]
The Devil's Harbinger - Intro (Eternal spoilers): [link]
The Devil's Harbinger - 4: [link]
The Devil's Harbinger - 5: [link]



ENIGMA

This is a prequel to Eternal, on the lives of Simone's parents.

Not rated.

Chapter Archive:
Enigma - Prologue - [link]
Enigma - Chapter 1 - [link]
Enigma - Chapter 2 - [link]
Enigma - Chapter 3 - [link]
Enigma - Chapter 4 - [link]
Enigma - Chapter 5 - [link]
Enigma - Chapter 6: [link]
Enigma - Chapter 7: [link]
Enigma - Chapter 8: [link]
Enigma - Chapter 9: [link]




ARCHAIC

I haven't had time to write a proper introduction to this story, but I will update with one soon.

This story is basically about a group of teenage students who have been drafted into a military institute called the Archay Academy. It trains it's students to be Arcadian pilots and be shipped off to war after they graduate four years. It mainly follows Milo, a humble orphan who seeks revenge on a rival kingdom after his hometown is destroyed by an enemy tactical invasion. Although the Archay Academy is praised for dishing out the best pilots, having high-ranking trainers, scientists, and doctors, the Archay is not all it seems as Milo begins to unravel deadly secrets behind the much feared, mechanical Requiems.

Genre: Action/Adventure/Mecha/Supernatural
Rated: PG-13 for Violence, brief language, and other mature subject matter.


Chapter Archive:
Archaic - Chapter 1: Introduction: [link]
Archaic - Chapter 2: Homeroom: [link]
Archaic - Chapter 3: A Transitioned: [link]
Archaic - Chapter 4: The Bad Seed: [link]
Archaic - Chapter 5: 3-11: [link]

Character Profiles:
Archaic - Profile: Milo: [link]
Archaic - Profile: Ollie: [link]
Archaic - Profile: Mitch: [link]




DRAKENGARD: SEALS OF FATE

I love the Drakengard series so I decided to write a fanfic, and though I planned a story, I'm not going to continue with it.

Genre: Action/Adventure/Fanfiction/Supernatural
Rated: PG-13 for Violence


Chapter Archive:
Drakengard: Seals of Fate: [link]



Deathdealers -

A young tyro-alchemist must find the cure for a plague that has killed his parents, sending himself to a demon world to find God's Gifts.

Kino, a brave and determined boy from an alternate universe in search of the cure for Pestilence, a plague that has killed nearly all in his village Inomosai. Through his master, he is given a sacred book that tells the secret portal into the demon world of Demeter, where he must seek out the cat demon Tsuna; son of Demeter's Demon Lord and bodyguard of Kaiol, a Souleater Mage of the Ninth Order, who holds the key to his treasure; God's Gifts.

Genre: Action/Adventure/Fantasy/Shounen-ai
Rated: PG-13 Graphic violence, brief language, brief sexuality, and other mature subject matter.
(Warning: Contains discussions of homosexuality.)

Chapter Archive:
Deathdealers - Chapter 1: [link]
Deathdealers - Joke: [link]




The Progeny

A story about three brothers who must make amends for their past lives by protecting an angel for eternity. I WILL SOMEDAY WRITE THIS STORY, I PROMISE! I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN YOU!

Not rated.

Chapter Archive:
The Progeny - Chapter 1: [link]
The Progeny - Character Bio's: [link]
The Progeny - OC Quiz - Noah: [link]


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Stand Alone Pieces :


When evil prevails.
Darkwatch - [link]